Finding a retired fighter pilot and how his vision for peace links with Gulzar and Mehdi Hasan

How I tracked down a retired fighter pilot of the Pakistan Air Force who wrote a viral piece on a fallen Indian counterpart, and how the iconic poet Gulzar and singer Mehdi Hasan figure in the story behind his article published recently in Sapan News

Reflections from a mountaintop in Sri Lanka. Photo by SinhaRaja Tammita-Delgoda

PERSONAL POLITICAL

Last November, I read an article titled “Salute Across the Skies” by a retired Pakistan Air Force officer in tribute to an Indian Air Force pilot who had died in a Tejas fighter jet crash during an air show in Dubai. I received the piece several times via email, WhatsApp and Facebook messages and groups, as well as on various social media sites. I also saw it being widely reported on, particularly by the Indian media.

A further search revealed Pervez Akhtar Khan listed as a writer at The Friday Times, so I emailed him to ask if he was the writer of the piece in question. I also messaged him via Facebook, as the person with that name had a private profile.

Some time later, I finally got a reply. He was indeed the writer, had originally posted it on his Facebook page – in English, later translated to Urdu (not the other way around as some reports had claimed).

Pervez Akhtar Khan’s historical fiction about Khushal Khan Khattak, the 17th-century Afghan Pashtun poet, chief, and warrior, publisted in English and Urdu.

It was great to meet him in Islamabad for coffee the following month. Akhtar Bhai, as I call him, has served as Pakistan’s Defence Attache in Paris, and is a prolific writer, posting mostly on his Facebook page and on WhatsApp. His focus areas are defence policy, strategy, and social issues. He also authored a historical fiction on the legendary 17th-century Afghan Pashtun poet, chief, and warrior Khushal Khan Khattak, which he later translated into Urdu — a labour of love which he generously gifted me.

I enjoy reading his pieces and appreciate his wisdom, empathy, open-mindedness and openheartedness. And humour, as in a piece he wrote about being outwitted by a pair of mynahs building a nest in a kitchen pipe. This was not a fair competition; his wife was on the birds’ side.

Image from Pervez Akhtar Khan’s post of 11 Jun 2026.

While chatting some days ago, he shared a short post about identity, which got me thinking, where we spend our early childhood and where we grow up, remain seared in our memories and occupies a disproportionate place in our emotions, especially the older we grow. There is also an emotional tie to the land of our ancestors.

I was reminded of when Gulzar visited Pakistan in 2013 and went to his village Dina for the first time, he was so overcome with emotion that he had to return to India without being able to attend the literary event in Karachi he had come for. He talked about this in an interview with the Lahore-based writer Sehyr Mirza published in Aman Ki Asha (April 2013).

When Mehdi Hassan returned to India for the first time and was being driven through the Rajasthan desert, he asked the driver to stop the car, got out began rolling on the ground, as the late journalist Ish Madhu Talwar documented in another article I edited for Aman Ki Asha (April 2010), which appears to be no longer online. I have a PDF of the page, and the article text.

Talwar ji wrote that Mehdi Hasan was born in Luna in 1927.

He left at age 20 after the partition of the country in 1947 and settled in Pakistan, but decades after his departure his presence lingers there. And the memory of his village still haunts him. His childhood friends have passed on but the trees, wells and fields of the village remain, mute witness to the golden time he spent here.

How intensely one can love the land of one’s birth is borne out by an incident in 1977, when Mehdi Hasan visited Luna for the first time after partition. He had come to Jaipur for a ghazal programme. The Rajasthan government had honoured him with the status of a state guest and took him to Luna at his request.

On the way he suddenly asked the driver to stop the car. Everybody travelling with him was surprised beyond belief as he got down and went towards a temple built on a small roadside mound, then flung himself, weeping, on the ground, rolling in the sand. It was like child weeping in the lap of his mother after a long separation.

Poet Krishna Kalpit who witnessed this scene remembers how it “moved and mesmerised everybody. Mehdi Hasan’s son, then a small boy who was also there, asked us what had happened to his father. We consoled him and told him not to worry. On regaining his composure Mehdi Hasan told us that he used to sing bhajans in the temple. He also told us that his family still talks to each other in Shekhawati back in Pakistan and how drawn he is to the land of Shekhawati.”

His son Asif Mehdi is now also a ghazal singer. His album with his father, ‘Dil Jo Rota Hai’ (The Heart That Weeps) has already hit the stands.

Image cropped from a PDF of the Aman Ki Asha page published in The News Internationa, Pakistan, 07 April 2010

I shared these thoughts with Akhtar Bhai, and also how emotional it was for me to visit my father‘s hometown Allahabad as an adult and see the house he had grown up in, although it meant nothing to me as a child.

In response he shared an article with me that he had been working on. I loved his vision of identity and a homeland at peace with its neighbours, reflecting on a future for Southasia defined not by divisions, but by regional cooperation and shared opportunities — a vision articulated by the Founding Charter of the Southasia Peace Action Network, which some of us launched in March 2021.

Read Pervez Akhtar Khan’s poetic and thoughtful piece in Sapan News: Many rivers, one dream: Reflections of a wanderer, a syndicated feature available for republication with due credit to https://www.sapannews.com.

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A Bollywood lyricist’s daughter in Pakistan and other stories

Some steps in a journey sparked by India and Pakistan’s nuclear tests in 1998

Screenshot from Sapan News site, designed by Aekta Kapoor.

Inspired by email updates from Isa Daudpota and Harsh Kapoor of South Asia Citizen’s Wire (SACW) after India and Pakistan tested nuclear weapons, I too had begun a bcc email list. This developed into my beena-issues Yahoo-group in 1998 but I had begun to post more irregularly after 2009 when I started a WordPress blog, Journeys to Democracy. Yahoo shut down its Groups platform a couple of years ago.

Now, as I work on developing a new media entity, Sapan News Network syndicated features which emerged from Sapan, the Southasia Peace Action Network (thanks to Aekta Kapoor for the beautiful website), SubStack seems like a good place to revive something like the Yahoo-group community feel. But then there’s also Medium where I have over 2.4K subscribers. All very confusing. Welcome feedback and suggestions.

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Lessons from journalism, tai chi, and life

Exploring a way of looking inwards, confronting my own demons, and competing with my own best self

My keynote commencement speech at the first AAPIDA – Asian Pacific Islander Desi-American – affinity graduation, Harvard University, 23 May 2022

With my mother Prof. Zakia Sarwar, plus Harvard School of Education graduates after the ceremony: Najwa Maqbool and Nishant Singh from India, and Nigel Gray from Sri Lanka. Their families couldn’t make it so we were glad to be there for them. Photo: Lipofskyphoto.com

Beena Sarwar, video and text of speech below. Also published in Sapan News Network

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Talking to the Indian diaspora on India-Pakistan: Youth, Media, Aspirations, Common Issues

A couple of weekends ago I was invited to share my thoughts with Indian Diaspora Washington DC Metro on a topic close to my heart: India-Pakistan: Youth, Media, Aspirations, Common Issues. I posted the information to social media and was amazed at the response – the most I’ve had for any post in a long time. An indication of the passions and aspirations associated with this issue. Sharing a recording of the video below.

Coincidentally, this event took place barely a week after the Directors General of Military Operations (DGMOs) of India and Pakistan’s agreement that came into effect at midnight Feb. 24/25, to implement the 2003 Ceasefire that couldn’t have happened without high level approval. Then a couple of days ago, the Pakistan Army chief in a speech reached out to India, saying it’s time to bury the past, move forward – read my friend Nirumpama Subramaniam’s analysis in The Indian Express here.

Here’s the talk I gave. They edited out the worst of the abuses. but you can still see some of the trolling that took place. Just a glimpse of what we are up against when we stand for peace, countering the military-industrial complex:

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Tribute to a nationalistic hawk-turned-peacemonger with a SouthAsian vision

Lahore, 1992: Dr Syeda Hameed with Dr Mubashir Hasan, uncle, comrade and mentor. Photo by Reza Kazim.

With the world in the grip of the novel coronavirus pandemic, it’s hard to find space for anything else. As horrors unfolded in country after country, exposing the hollowness behind military might, glittering capitalist facades, and exploitation, a gentle soul slipped into the hereafter at his house in Lahore. At 98, he had spent the last half of his life fighting for exactly the kind of egalitarian, people centered system that would have mitigated the ravages of Covid-19. There have been some wonderful tributes to Dr Mubashir Hasan. Two of the best I’ve seen are by his old friend I.A. Rehman and Indian journalist Nirupama Subramaniam in Indian Express, also published in Aman Ki Asha.

Below, my tribute to Dr M. in The News on Sunday last weekend, a follow up to my piece in The Wire earlier. Also below, two previously unpublished pieces I am honoured to present here — a powerful, poignant poem in Dr M’s memory by his niece in Delhi, and a lively little remembrance by a 12-year old based on her memories of the Chaukas collective meetings she attended with her mother, that led to A New Social Contract published by Dr M, 2016. Also linking here this tribute in Mainstream Weekly magazine, Kolkata, founded by Dr Mubashir’s friend Nikhil Chakravartty — “one of the greatest journalists of the subcontinent” as Dr M called him — now edited by his son Sumit Chakravartty.

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A space of one’s own

“Your walks are such a contrast to the events in Gujranwala in response to the women’s marathon,” wrote Saneeya Hussain in response to my Personal Political column published in The News on Sunday on 3 April 2005. “I keep thinking Pakistan shd change its name to Absurdistan or some such thing”. (Remember the women’s marathon?)

Since the article is not available on the web anymore I thought I’d post it here. The photo is more recent but since I wrote this piece in 2005, what has changed and what remains the same? 

Seaview beach, early morning. Photo: Beena Sarwar, 2016

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R.I.P Ruqaiya Hasan: A life well lived

Ruqaiya Hasan, Hong Kong, Feb 2015. Photo by Lexie Don

Ruqaiya Hasan, Hong Kong, Feb 2015. Photo by Lexie Don

Ruqaiya Hasan: Born -1931, Pratapgarh, India; studied at Allahabad University (1953); Government College Lahore (1958); Edinburgh University (PhD in Linguistics, 1964). Retired as Emeritus Professor Macquarie University. Passed on: June 24, 2015, Sydney, Australia.

She seemed to be getting progressively better since the life-threatening respiratory infection she’d contracted after receiving radiotherapy for her advanced stage lung cancer (she survived rectal cancer in the 1980s). I had rushed over to Sydney to be with her, not knowing whether she’d still be there when I landed. If she’s still around, I’ll get to see her, if not, I’d be there for my cousin Neil and Uncle Michael, I reasoned. We knew, as did she, that it was a terminal disease but the rate she was improving led the doctors to add a chart to her hospital room stating her expected date of discharge as: “(?) 07/07/2015. Destination: Home”. We knew she wouldn’t be with us long, but at least some months seemed assured.

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An unplanned visit to Oz and my mother’s appeal

M.A.K. Halliday and Ruqaiya Hasan, at a conference in Sun Yat Sen University, 2012

M.A.K. Halliday and Ruqaiya Hasan, at a conference in Sun Yat Sen University, 2012

Sydney, Australia, June 13, 2015.

I’ve been promising for years I’ll visit them in Sydney but as things happen, one ends up keeping a promise only when disaster strikes. A couple of weeks ago, doctors said that that Khala Ammi’s discomfort was due not to reflux (a digestive disorder) as diagnosed earlier but advanced stage lung cancer.

“I’m 84,” she said. “Everyone has to go, but I had always hoped that when my time came it would be quick.” That’s not something cancer is known for but we don’t always get to make these choices. Continue reading